i honestly can't think of one person who knows who i really am. there are those who have some contact with me, so they may know who i pretend to be; and there are a precious few whom i talk to who may know who i like to think i am; but never the twain shall meet. (amusing are those who would claim to know me based on a several-years-old image.)

does one have to somehow impress others, to prove himself interesting, in order for others to be interested in him? as usual, logical honesty restrains me from the temptation to place all blame on others because of course i could be more proactive, and who's to say what i would do in their shoes? still...a couple questions would be nice. i'd even welcome the occassional character attack - anything to show that it's possible for my life to have some sort of impact on the world around me.

people die when other people cease to take notice of them. a heartbeat makes you clinically alive; filling a need makes you worthwhile.

a brief and terribly undescriptive return - 10.28.04
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