ever feel like you might as well not try, that you'll never manage to pull it together enough to amount to anything anyway? anyone ever tell you that everyone feels like that, that you're being stupid? ever punch anyone in the face for saying that?

i'm tired of losing interest in every new project i start within a few days. i'm tired of feeling like i'll never make it anywhere in life. sure, everyone has talents, but mine won't put food on the table. frankly, i'm worthless to just about everyone like this, myself included.

things were looking downright decent for a few days there, too. shucks.

a brief and terribly undescriptive return - 10.28.04
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