i don't know what's worse - being isolated or being around people. everything seems so temporary, so inconsistent. i'm so tired of all of this; nothing's getting me anywhere. i can't solve this myself, but i sure don't trust anyone else to do it. oh well; time to go make sure my night ends badly.

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