Man. Why does it seem like i always take one step forward, then two back? Year after year i fight this, fight it, fight it...and get beaten back. It seems that every time i strike back, i dig myself in deeper and the hole looks that much more unescapable. I'm not giving up...but it wasn't supposed to be this hard. Light at the end of the tunnel just grows dimmer and dimmer until i feel like i'll never reach the end. This isn't life, or at least what life is meant to be. In the words of Peter when he found himself going under and could do nothing on his own..."Lord, save me!"

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