Considering the battle i've been going through recently, i had a pretty darn good night tonight. I decided to go out with friends, despite my antisocial tendencies of late...we saw two weeks' notice (yes, i'm ashamed, but it had its good points, and at least sandra bullock and the girl i was sitting next to are attractive) then walked around downtown for awhile. A movie and a night spent walking in a beautiful area with people i love (even if we didn't end up getting to eat like we wanted to) adds up to good times for me...and yes, i did just get back; however, i was unable to find any trace of a little yellow curfew violation slip when i got back...oh well, i'm not complaining.

There were times, though, that i felt when i was halfway enjoying myself that i was betraying the battle i've been fighting within. I don't know whether i should be enjoying myself. I'm probably just overdramatizing, but who knows? All i know is i don't want to leave until i've got One foundation of reliance, one Vision, one Passion.

Once again, as it has often been before, i'm too tired to make sense anymore...

a brief and terribly undescriptive return - 10.28.04
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