I am a walking dichotomy. I consider myself a very independent person, and indeed i am, but get me alone for too long or at the wrong time, and i'll start to feel lonely. I don't believe dating is the thing for me right now, yet i find myself longing for a girl to talk to...it drives me nuts. I have nothing to do with these emotions - i haven't found a way to put them to good use yet...i guess this is what life is all about...

Convocation ("revival" services here at school) was this week - Sunday-Wednesday nights. The speaker said...well, he said a lot of things, most of which left me rolling my eyes. He had a very fire-and-brimstone approach to things and played mind games a lot. He had some really valuable things to say, which i hope i picked up on, but i think overall he could use some refinement. Overall, we all could use some refinement, so that just makes him human (something i wish he would admit more through his sermons).

At any rate, i'm bored. Next weekend is fall break, which leaves me with a decision - go home or stay here? I'm thinking i'll probably stay here - i don't feel like spending the gas money to drive home on Wednesday or Thursday then back here on Sunday, 8-10 hours each way. I figure i'll have a relaxing time having the room to myself, not going to classes, spending some time with God, and probably playing video games quite a bit. Of course, it'll be mighty lonely since virtually no one stays here over fall break - oh freakin' well.

Perhaps i'll write something intelligible next time i'm inspired - i could go off about how people should let others form their own opinions and not pass out ridiculous flyers before convocation services, but i'll refrain.

My roommate's taking his calling card to someone else's room since i'm online...only good can come of this...

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